I am regaining my ground. I am connecting with others. I have joined a group. I have even cut my hair and styled it ever so slightly differently. It is an all-around change to my life.
I was inspired after my last post at the ocean to begin keeping busier and start changing with the change instead of against it. Amazing how much better that has worked! I am actually enjoying some of the change (especially my hair) rather than dreading the lot.
Nothing is perfect, nothing ever is, but it is better. Things are better. For that I am grateful. Grateful to be able to spend time with friends. Grateful to not be sick. Grateful that I have such an amazing support system. Grateful that I am coping okay with these changes and transitioning better than I was. Grateful that with change I am learning I can do anything and overcome anything. Grateful that I am in recovery, for which I am always grateful.
Hopefully soon I will write a proper post with an update on what I have been up to. Until then, remember that change is not the end of the world. Change is hard and it really sucks sometimes, but it also can be good and you never know what it can bring. Give change a chance?
Keep up recovery, warriors!